dog museum

i had a crush on emily when i was 12 or 13
i saw her last night in the stairwell of my building. i am sick, so i was wearing sweatpants and i was too damn lazy to tie my boots so the laces were swinging every which way. she told me she read some of my poems in a sleep deprived state of mind. she said they made sense that way. and now i cant sleep and ive got a fever maybe. and it makes sense that way too. escape from new york leaves a lot to be desired. it suggests such a great and colorful world of garbage way beyond what it delivers. the part where snake spikes the juggernaut with the baseball bat is pretty amazing though. and harry dean stanton plays a guy called brain. so thats pretty great. kurt russel sucks though. oh yeah, but ive always loved the fact that john carpenter does the music to his movies. sometimes i cant figure out if its the right time to eat but im always hungry and im not really sure if im allergic to wheat but i have been experiencing some kind of backlash from my intestines in the last few months. i just try to be careful of what i eat, but, you know, who wants to do that? id eat fried chicken and cheeseburgers all day if my guts werent screaming. im okay with rice and vegetables. corn chips. but i ate a bunch of apricots and shit did i poop. and fart too. i guess i did eat a bunch of them though.